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Thanks to All.Last one month has been one of the most exciting, burning and stressful months of my life. I am thankful to all of you who unconditionally supported me and my work and continue to do so. From those encouraging mails to unending prayers, to be honest, I am a very lucky kid. Of course, how can I forget my critics, who have been acting like propelling agents all throughout my life.
One of the criticisms I have received excessively is that the book is very emotional. Well, it has been written by a very emotional person and everyone has got some writing style. I assume that’s my writing style. As far as science is concerned, until now I haven’t received a single feedback that proves my work wrong anywhere. And for those people who missed out reading my book because it’s very emotional, I am coming up with physicist’s version of Cosmos Redefined Soon.
On contrary to all this, I nearly had a nervous breakdown recently. The bitter truth about my life is that it’s just confined to science. Whenever I tried looking beyond, I ended up being helplessly massacred. Books, seminars, papers and my closed room, that’s how isolated I have been all throughout the life. There is so much of scarcity of love, interaction and support for what I do. I can boost about the million things that I have done all throughout my life but when I give a deeper thought I end up summarizing my life as an intelligent robot who just believes in science and nothing else. My ending arguments with my parents about my life find only one solution, i.e. I should compromise on my choices. Compromise that I won’t be the world renowned scientist, compromise that I will never achieve Grand Unified theory, compromise that I won’t find ideal friends, compromise that I won’t find peace and solace in this world, compromise that I won’t be able to live life the way I wanted to, compromise that I won’t find appreciation to my hard work, compromise that I am just an insignificant person among the 6 billion people living on this planet and tens of such compromises.
When I look at sky, a strong voice arises inside me says “NEVER COMPROMISE”. Compromise doesn’t exist in the world of science and it will never find its way into dictionary of true science. Similar is our lives, when do we compromise? When people realize that the possible solution to the equation is beyond their reach in a given timeline, they tend to compromise. The equation I am taking about could be anything, whether its science, life, relationships, etc. The problem is with assumption that it can’t be achieved in a given timeline, that’s what hurt me most. One should be in a position to prioritize the timelines of equations. It is surprising to note that most of the timelines are equivalent to our lifetime. It’s only because of our short-term benefits we tend to assume that so and so can’t be achieved in a given timeline.
I really don’t understand why I end up writing such vague lectures on my blog whereas when I start writing the blog I intend to write something else. Let me cut the crap here. |
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