It was hard-time for me designing the cover page of my book. I spend hours and hours thinking, making designs on MS-paint, Adobe photoshop, powerpoint, etc. I wanted something to appear classic and elegant. There were few things back of my mind and I wanted cover page to reflect that. Writing COSMOS REDEFINED has been an extra-ordinary journey of my life. It involved isolation, courage, determination, fight-back, break-downs, love and lots of EUREKA moments. The major part of life was in isolation, I think I created that isolation myself. And I wanted the cover-page to point out that isolation. Yes, that isolation can be hurting at times, but it was for a cause. The cause was to understand the secrets of Universe, the way God created this universe and so on.

I finished formulating the main theory way back in 2005. I wanted to publish the book in Sep’ 2005, a century later to Einstein’s historic publications. Sometimes, in life you plan but it doesn’t happen. It was the same case with me. Nobody was ready to listen to the words of 18-19 year old boy. People tried to silence me by asking million questions on existing literature. When I went around professors, asking them for time, all they had was text book questions for me to solve and prove my knowledge. Then I started submitting papers to journals, only to received rejected mails from the editors. I had a point in my papers, but I failed to write in a very scientific way. One of the worst problems of Physics community is that they have made up so many benchmarks that a person from non-physics background find it extremely difficult to match up those benchmarks. When I say benchmarks, I don’t mean the standards in terms of knowledge but in terms of formatting, vocabulary, notations, etc. Anyhow, I don’t want to get into this debate. I took some time out for shaping my career, published few IEEE papers and got a good job to sustain in this commercialized world. In India, people give you respect looking at the figures you earn, damn I hate those people from bottom of my heart.

So, in all I wanted the cover page to reflect my journey in life. I spend few days making designs, asking friends for suggestions and searching my frozen chambers of brain for new ideas. When I was just about to give up, something flashed. It was an old painting that I did during my intermediate (11^th Standard). I searched for it and finally found it, for some time I was lost in those memories of paintings. For those who are unaware of this, once upon a time I was a good painter, I won quite a few competitions and like always I gave it up as it was taking me away from my beloved science.

The painting shows a man, wearing a hat and a coat, it reflects the detective nature. The dress code of the man shows that he is on a mission to find the secrets. The tent, the mat, the little water bowl and the brunt logs shows his isolation and dejection from the world. The tree with no leaves reflects the dryness in his life. He uses the telescope to look at stars in the night and that gives him hope. There is curiosity in the atmosphere which is motivating him to unravel the mystery he is working on. The empty area around him indicates his limitations and reach. He is alone, isolated and determined. And finally, from the darkness, arises the sun. For a moment, his eyes couldn’t handle the light coming from the sun. He puts his hands over his eyes to have a look at the gigantic ball that rising in front of him. The bird flying across shows the glittering hope that has taken birth in him. This is exactly how is felt when I formulated Construction theory by unraveling some of the nature’s secrets.

Hi Everyone,

 

I am very excited to let you know that I will be releasing my book "Cosmos Redefined" very soon. I haven't set  a deadline for the release date but I hope I release the book within few days. Currently, I am correctly the hundreds of grammatical mistakes present in the book. As you all know, my english vocabolory and ability to frame sentences is weak, so its consuming some time. Let me be frank, from the english prospective, the book is going to be simple. Its the scientific ideas that are going to make the difference. professors I have known. As you all know, the task ahead of me is very tough as I need to convience many people. I need all your wishes, blessings and support to accomplish this task successfully. This book is a result of my hundreds of sleepless nights and disturbed days, its my years of hardwork and dream come true. When I  

 

I shall be giving the inside view of the book and its highlights in my next blog article. Also, I don't have any extragavant plans of promoting my book. I am purely relying on God, who blessed me with ideas, I am sure God has some plans for me. Also, I have lot of confidence in my theory that I have written and I firmly believe that it will stand out before scientific community. I also hope that when you read the book, the book will definitely convience you. A good work will always fetch "word of mouth" publicity. That's exactly what I am expecting.

 

regards,

Mohd Abubakr.

 

 

“If you can make me comfortable enough to hold you in my arms and cry like a child … then I shall consider you as God’s gift to me”, now that’s the status message on my IM. I was reading at my past papers, articles and exploring my college notebooks. There were so many dreams, which just got crashed due to my negligence. Today I find them scattered everywhere, waiting for my attention anxiously and yet I find myself so helpless in making those dreams a reality. I understand it’s not easy to convert dreams into reality but what hurts me most is the fact that I am not doing anything. And whenever I try, the harsh reality forces me to give up. The truth is that I have lost motivation in life… I sit idle for hours thinking, redefining and understanding the complexities of LIFE. It’s a strange journey; you aim at something and end up striking something else. The wicked mind then claims the initial target was the one that you have stroked.

 

From last couple of months, I have lost out my spiritual connection with God as well. Whenever I was isolated from the world, I had the company of God to talk, to discuss and to share. I remember staring at the sky for hours and when God used to say me to “go to sleep”, I used to proudly say God, send a celestial signal and within minutes I used to observe a comet or something unusual in the sky. Connecting with God is one of the greatest pleasures of my life. For those few hours, I used to find myself the most powerful person on this planet cause God is with me. From my minor problems to discussion on theories, God was there to listen my words patiently and guide me towards the right part. I really don’t understand what went wrong with me, all my pure thoughts just vanished and I find myself surrounded by materialistic and sinful thoughts and acts. When the human brain is full of pure thoughts, I think it connects to the God. I just need to filter out all my crap thoughts cause I need to connect to God as soon as possible.

 

I am also planning to release my book “Cosmos Redefined” which I wrote in 2005 soon. I am in talks with some local book publishers and if all goes well within couple of months I will be releasing the book soon. However, I don’t want to sell the book. The book will be available for free download online, probably on this blog. Microsoft has come up with some cool thing called “skydrive” that will let me share the book freely with you, thanks to Microsoft Live Team for that. I have decided that I shall be giving away the paperbound print of my book “Cosmos Redefined” to the people who give feedback, suggestions and improvements on the theories presented in the book. The feedback can be positive or negative but it should be valid and basing on scientific proof. Also I shall be glad if you can publicize about my book so that maximum number of people can read it. My next few blog articles will concentrate on the highlights of the book and the theories presented.

 

Also, I need your suggestions about how to publicize the book. I want the book to be accessible freely to students, teachers, professors and all science enthusiasts. Like most of humble scientists, I don’t have high budget so don’t think I can afford what Stephen Hawking does.